by:Aabirbhab
Yes, I got second thoughts
Under the radiant moonlight
I found a soothing darkness within it
And let it take control over my mind
It leaked from the broken window
Illuminating despondency within this child
Mortals chase me to stay by my side
Struggling to protect me from this infect
They mould my sadness to dexterity
And constructed a castle to protect
But what can a castle of sand do?
Under the shower the castle has no effect
I don’t know who will I trade with
My Perforate for their Perfect
When I see mortals being mortals
Yes, I live by my Second thoughts
But what else can I do?
When this low life has been bought
No CHEATING, No DECEIVING
Yes indeed I have tried and gave my all
But when I see mortals being immoral
Only thing I can do; is accept the deep dark fall
Every day I live the life of a rock
Unnoticed and kicked by pedestrians
And Every night I present myself
On the other side of the valedictorians
I am auctioned
By the amount of abuse I can possess
Physically I stand strong
But my sanity is broken into pieces
I can’t write any more for anyone
My pen ran out of ink today
I craved on the paper with an invisible ink
Yet no words will be casted on the screen today
I thought I will be missed; I will be adored
If I took a trip back to my comfort place
I forgot I was a pedestrian punted pebble
A nobody replaced by another face
That night heavens rained and rained
The dark clouds poured tears for me
I was long dead for them
But now at least the sinner was set free
I danced blissfully to the edge of the aisle
I hugged myself cuz I had no one else to
As i jumped off with a smile
As I fell I saw where I was standing
I saw a younger me looking back
He had no grief but he was disgusted
Then, I didn’t realized what I lacked
But then again those second thoughts
Came back to ask me:
The uncanny man walking along the breeze
“Is this where I am supposed to be?”
Maybe yes, maybe no
But I guess it’s too late to be afraid
Cuz the mortals found another one of them
Sleeping gleefully under a soothing shade
Damnn, this hits