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His Absence

People didn’t realize the importance of his presence in her life when he was around and 90% of the people in her life right now don’t have the faintest clue of the weight of His absence in her mind. Was she able to get over? Was she able to move on?

by:Panthalassa

His eyes spoke more than his mouth, 

I don’t know whether it was my thoughts, 

My reflection, in those eyes

Or that was his own?

I don’t know if he loved me the most?

But I know, I know for sure, that I loved him the most!

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There’s more flesh & blood walking same foot with me, 

Closer beings around me I care about but

But his Absence seems a lot to be filled by these all.

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And know that dear I will wait for you in each life, I swear!

I am not sure I will recognize you or not, 

I am not sure you will remember our connection or not, 

I am not sure you will come to me or not, 

But I am sure that I need you to come. 

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I called you ‘handsome’, I meant that with all my 5 senses;

You are still the best boy I ever laid my eyes on !

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You were the most graceful of any of your loyal kind,

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I believed that you will die along minutes, hours, days & years with 

My fading memories but I was wrong, 

True! My memories are fading like it always does

But your absence is living by consuming mine inside,

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It’s making me hollow !

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But I am waiting, I am waiting for your love to fill me from inside

Cell by cell, feeling by feeling, it will;

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I hope it does.

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Because I know my love for you is stronger than your absence, 

Stronger than the absence of your touch, 

Stronger than your irritation for me, 

Stronger than your protectiveness for your food !

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It is the strongest force in the universe!

It’s infinity times stronger than the strong nuclear force !

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But my lord, that damn painful fact stands true 

that I MISS YOU!

By thoughtstains

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